Father god I know I've bn selfish & I'm so thankful for your grace, I've bn so focused on man that I'm so in between, I set my heart on the person u chose for me, I feel so much spirit, I love him, but I steal lack you god, I ask u to please help me long for a better relationship w u, && a desire to read the word, for a fruitful heart ,discernment, knowledge , wisdom && to love like u Jesus, I trust u father && I believe u who died on the cross for my sins have proven to me that u are forever faithful && in your time && your will be done, because u love me && I desire u to fill me w the holyspitit, thank u father ...I'm ready father god I give u my all..I ask things in your name father aman,