All my life I am always into debt, never had a chance to live fully without any debt.Lord Jesus Christ please hear my prayers. I want to experience to live in peace without any worries. I am struggling how I will pay all the money that I borrowed.I have a loan to the bank, credit cards and money which I borrowed with a huge interest to the people.I am in deep debt which I cannot breathe even I have only 5aed in my pocket.Tomorrow I do not know where I will get money to survive the whole month. Lord, I do not know were to run to. I do not know to whom i will ask for a help. I am still holding on to your promises, a promise that you will never leave us nor forsake us. I know that you have plans Please help me to understand.Please hold on to me never leave by my side because I am so fragile now. I am keeping my faith to You
Oh Lord. I know that there is a reason behind this all. I have been a hard headed person. I never listen to any advice. I did not shop for that money.Out of those money I used to help the people around me but instead of a good return I gain nothing and I gain this huge debt. And where they are right now? On the back of my mind I know that I cannot blame them and it is not good. I was the one and it is all my fault I let them to used me. God give us wisdom but I never used my wisdom. I allowed them to hurt and used me. And because of that I am suffering now.
Everyday I am reading testimony of the people who manage to get out of debt. The feeling is so light that someday and in God's precious perfect time my day will come too that I will rejoice because I am free of debts. Nothing is impossible if you believe in God. God will make a way when there is seems to be no way. He is the Almighty Father, the Alpha and the Omega. God is good all the time.
I am now in my worst of my life but I am thankful because I am still alive I still have the chance to build a new life and to correct my mistake to praise and worship Him. Lord Jesus Christ thank you for this all. I know that this is Your will and Your will be done. Amen
Madi
Received: October 15, 2017