Hello,
the place I work there are certain people in above me who is treating me strangly because I dont resort to swearing all the time and dont take drugs,
The majority of the staff takes drugs but I dont judge and more concerned I do my job well. I always pray each day that I can do my job well
and have good work relationship, see ways how to serve others, and have peace in my heart.
The place I have worked for over a year now and people come and go.The pay is good, even so physically challenging. My future is to pass and understand well my tefl course so I can teach English in Indonesia, My girl friend is Indonesian and we both wish to get married and I want to emigrate to Indonesia and find a good job teaching English.
Recently I notice a change of spirit and distancing between persons I work with. This has been more noticable since having to work also with one staff who has a very bad past and is constantly spreading rumours and false stories to work colleagues. Saying I said this and that. Quite often behind my back. Many of the words spoken are very crude sexual remarks. That person thinks it is a joke and many of other team members like to think so.
This is so challenging spiritually trying to maintain my spiritual life with so many elements trying to wish me wrong. I need this job for accomplishing my personal future goals.
It is close to Christmas and work is hard to find and I want to also meet for holiday my girls friend in Easter so I don't want to change jobs even so it is very draining at times.
Some days I feel good but other days I feel disheartened by so much negativity being thrown my way.
Please can you pray for my protection and vindication from such attacks. I want to feel Gods love and that God bless my girl friend and myself .
I feel also a longing to establish some service project in the future in Indonesia to help the disadvantaged. I don't know exactly but trust I will know
how when I am there.
Please pray that God guide me to take steps that can make this happen and I be wise now in all my decision making.
Thank you!
Lawrence F,
Lawrence F.
Received: November 14, 2017