Please pray for my elderly mom and dad and family. They have suffered so much and I have caused them & Many others unneeded anguish and sorrow because I did something very dumb. My mom cries all the time and dad is bedridden. I don't want to get up anymore and face the day. I am so sad for what I have done. I can't do this or bear it anymore. I can't "fix" anyone, but I ask that you pray for them to our Lord for help that only he can give. I am only human and want to die myself most times from life and it's sorrows. Mom says life is just a bad dream she can't wake up from. I can't change that. I can't even list the things that they have gone through physically, emotionally, mentally. It is like an ocean of misery. I can't choose from one item below, there are many. Please pray for salvation for my family and the many needs that I cannot provide for or fix. I need to rest from my worries and sorrows. I've listened for years to their sorrows and misery, my families, my own to the point of breaking (literally I was in the hospital from sorrow), which only added to the misery. We need a miracle. A breakthrough of joy/something joyful/hopeful. I want to see them smile again, but this may not be possible. It is a mess, like everyone's life and all I do is cry over what I have done to add to their sorrows. This valley of tears. God help them, I can't. Lord have mercy. I am sorry life is what it is for so many. I can't change it. I hate everything. There is no joy & I can't change that.
CLL
Received: September 11, 2015