Dear Father God, thank you for saving me, thank you that you helped me, shaped me and encouraged me. Oh Lord, i glorify your name, my majesty. Lord you are above all in everything. Father God, i come to you as i feel a constant lack in my life today. My first marriage ended Lord over husbands many affairs. Looking back i feel as though i should have done more to save my marriage, but i foolishly walked with my son. I have become old in age i feel, and still single and waiting. My mother reminds me of my incapabiity of finding a husband. I know she means no harm, she feels my pain, when other friends are marrying again. Oh Lord, i have been single now for 13 years, my son is grown and i feel at a loss. I seen my friends settled down happily, sharing their problems in half with their partners. Lord you know i have not had anyone other than family to share it with and at many times it has been difficult to share it all, my son feels a loss without a father figure and has recently broken down about not having a male figure in his life. My family has moved on in their lives and i feel alone. The constant lack, the emptiness in my life, and people presuming i am twisted or there is something wrong with me. Oh Lord, please help me. Help me with someone who needs help too, someone who i can complete and he who can complete me and my family. Lord, i am searching for a godly man, a god fearing and god loving husband, who i can grow old with, who can help me in my faith, support and me in his. Lord i know you have saved my heart from pain and destruction, Lord please let him, whom you choose to find me. I am too shy to engage with any man when it comes to relationship, but Lord i know you have someone for me, and i am eagerly waiting for him to approach me. Lord i am ready, and if you think i am not then please please show and help me, mould me into making me ready to be a good wife, a good parent to his children if needed. I love you God, you are awesome, i am nothing Lord, totally underserving but you still saved this wretched soul couple of years ago, thank you God. In Jesus's name i pray, Amen.
Indian girl
Received: October 22, 2015