Thank you for this time to read my prayer. I'm born and raised from a Christian family. Few years back i really began to understand the real grace of God that He has given to us, I'm blessed and thankful that He opened my eyes. But I'm still a wreck and a sinner and i hope one day I'll truely come in the image that God wants me to be. I titled as a healing prayer, because I'm not normal, means that I'm a homosexual guy. Because of some of my childhood days, a older guy tried to get physical with me, but i was too young at that time. Years after that, i started to have emotional attachments with guys and realised that i was gay. By the grace and mercy of God, till now I've never had a physical relationship with anybody. Deep down my heart, i think of two things that could happen to me, one is if God wants his healing touch upon my life as it is said in the Bible homosexual is a sin. On the other hand, i feel like its impossible for me to be normal again, im already 21 years old. I used to believe that God still loves me even if im a homosexual person. I used to believe that even if im a homosexual person, if i believe in Jesus that He saved me from all sins than i can still go to heaven with Him when He comes back again to earth. I'm helpless, my heart is reluctant for a change in me but still believing in Jesus that I'll go to Heaven when He returns. Please help me
anonymous guy
Received: April 14, 2016