Heavenly Father, loving Creator, I come to you on my soul's knees because I seek the healing and comfort only you can give. My soul is angry so often, I feel unloved and judged by those I trusted. I can only go to You because no one understands. I don't feel love for me anywhere. Send me the Angels you gave at birth, let the peace you want for my soul to come to me, I am weak and heavy-laden, I don't forgive myself for wrong doings but I ask that you let me know You can forgive me as I cannot forgive myself. My soul is full of love but when I give it I don't get it back. I had two pets I loved, one I abandoned and I am in anguish when I remember her, the other drowned and she was the only being I feel loved me unconditionally. I need your love to sustain me, I need to show others that I love them dearly so Your peace and love can be in their lives as well as mine. I need you Lord, I am so sad everyday, I need the joy of the Holy Spirit to let me see Your loving Light. Help me Lord, heal me from all that keeps me from being what you want me to be. You loved us Lord, you proved it by sending Jesus to die for our sins. Help me Lord...
Carmen
Received: November 7, 2016