It is too late for me and my adult child, but I'm asking for prayers anyway. I wasted my life in the shallows: no critical thinking, only acting on sinful lusts and emotions (became my addiction). My adult child has many addictions and also is in the dark/shallows of sin (deep). There is a war going on and souls are being lost. I thought I was dying one time from my dark thoughts and passed out/hallucinated or was being cut down like Lot's wife from my sin. I tried to hide from God and got angry and cursed Him because I am an idiot. God is merciful, but just. My sins are grave and many. My thought life carnal. Now I'm old and worthless. I hope God will be merciful to me. I am terrible (many sexual partners throughout life. Please pray for my son. Not to confess his sins, but he has killed and his spirit has been killed by sin. I am not good enough to pray. If someone would intercede for him/my grandchildren and his wife. There are multiple addictions. We are anti-Christs, our lives are proof of that because of our thoughts. No hope for salvation. No hope at all. Suicide attempt and self harm, lost purity, abuse, revenge, murder, hate, anger, unholy alliances, sexual deviations and multiple addictions. Scoffing at sin!!!!! This is war and we have lost the battle and I am helpless and alone and lost. My child cried out that he is too. It's more awful than words can say. All is quiet, yet destroyed.
Completely Hopeless
Received: August 24, 2017