I have been struggling, with each step forward, i feel like i am also taking two steps back. My relationship has become burdensome and although i am tired and heavy laden i cannot find it in me to leave. I feel as hope is lost and sadness has taken hold of my life. This has caused me to become withdrawn and restless in my spirit. I pray that i find peace, that my joy and faith in god is renewed. I pray god has mercy and grants me favor that surpasses all understanding. I love the lord but as i face these challenges my human nature has given into depression. I ask that the lord hears my prayer for he knows my heart and heals my broken spirit. I pray for forgiveness of my sins, for the ungodly decisions i have made and doubt in his greatness. In every aspect of my life i pray god takes full and complete control creating in me a clean heart, so i can continuously worship him... Amen
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Received: June 15, 2016