Dear GOD,
I COME PRAYING FOR FREEDOM FROM MY THE CHAINS I BEAR SPIRITUALLY! I pray to you GOD for absolute deliverance from gluttony & secrecy. I pray that I can use food for nourishment!! I pray I can fast and pray and read and heal. GOD, please allow me to fight off the temptation of Satan. Please let me find healing! Please let me have a healthy relationship with food. Please GOD help me eat foods that are nourishing to me. GOD please allow me to build a stronger spirit, stronger faith, stronger heart, stronger body, stronger relationships. GOD in heaven PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE MAKE MY SPIRIT ANEW. PLEASE GOD ALLOW ME TO LOOK WITHIN AND TO LOOK TO YOU. GOD PLEASE ALLOW ME TO BE YOUR VESSEL TO ARTICULATE MY EMOTIONS TO HELP OTHERS. GOD PLEASE ALLOW ME TO BE A STORY TELLER.....PLEASE GOD ALLOW ME TO TURN AWAY FROM A LIFE OF DIETING, LITERALLY DIEng TO LIVING... LIVE...LIVE...LIVE... FEED MY SPIRIT WITH LOVE, FEED MY SOUL WITH LOVE, FEED MY BODY WITH LOVE.... TREAT MY BODY AS A TEMPLE..... TREAT OTHERS WITH LOVE...LIVE &CREATE THROUGH LOVE..... GOD PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.... I ASK FOR SO MUCH... LOVE FOREVERMORE, NO COMPLAINTS... THUS FAR THE HARDEST YEAR OF MY LIFE.... GOD PLEASE GIVE ME THE OPPORTUNITY TO TURN MY LIFE AROUND, MAKE THAT U-TURN AND GET BACK ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE ROAD... THE ROAD TO FREEDOM... FREEDOM TO LOVE, EXPRESS, LIVE, AND BE.... THE FIRST STEP IS MY PALETTE..... CLEAR MY PALETTE AND RESET MY ENTIRE APPROACH TO "EATING" ...NO LONGER EAT FOR FUN OR UNTIL DRUNK...EAT TO LIVE...LIVE...LIVE...LIVE...LIVE...LIVE..... PLEASE GOD HELP ME END THIS 18 yr ORDEAL.... I PRAY THAT THE WORDS FROM MY PEN, THE MEDITATION OF MY SPIRIT, THE CLEANSING AND ANEWING OF MY PALETTE MAKES ME A WOMAN ANEW. I BEG YOU GOD LIKE NO OTHER TIME BEFORE. I WANT TO STOP BEING A FUNCTIONAL DEPENDENT ON FOOD, OPINIONS, MEN, MY PARENTS, AND SOCIETY AS A WHOLE.... I WANT TO DECLARE MY INDEPENDENCE SPIRITUALLY, MENTALLY, CREATIVELY, FINANCIALLY,ROMANTICALLY, SOCIETALLY, SOCIALLY, AND 2nd to ABOVE ALL (SPIRITUALLY IS ONE) PHYSICALLY... I PRAY ALL THESE THINGS IN YOUR NAME AMEN
Sharonda
Received: December 8, 2015